Another amazing day, most of it, some parts weren't quite as good as others,but all in all it was good. I did a good thing, it made my happy =) I took part in my "random act of kindness", this is my goal for all of you, you must under-go a random act of kindness, it's really not that hard, today I gave my friend Will a ride home after work, even though it was way out of my way, I still did it, it was random and kind. The other day (I like this one) I gave 4 little kids a dollar to ride the merry-go-round thinger at the mall in GB, it made them so happy, I was glad to make their day. I can't believe how amazing it feels to compleatly turn your life around for Jesus... sure I still get hard spots, I still get angry, we all do, but God makes it so much easier to move on and forgive. God just rocks my skull, it's awesome! Amen. This is so amazing. If anyone out there is feeling the same way I do, please tell me so we can celebrate together. God Bless.
PS, looking at earlier entries, and things written in my journal... golly, God forgive me for what I've done, what I've said... eep! "Lord, Please forgive them for they know not what they do..."

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

You have got to make up your mind. Do you hate me or not? It's your call because the more you mislead me the more my anger toward you grows. **You made it, you played it, your sh*t is over-rated!** I'm sick of playing your game, I go day-to-day wondering whether or not you'll talk to me this time. I can't wait for you, I won't wait for you. It's your call, I'm fine either way. **I could be mean, I could be angry, you know I could be just like you!**  "you say that mike has a crush on you...well of course!  you feed it to him all the time.  who wouldnt like a girl that puts her head in his crotch all the time?!" Do you remember saying that to me? When I indeed did nothing of the sort. Well, what do you call literally putting your face in HIS crotch? What a hypocrite! You openly tell people you just want to have a one night stand with someone! Who does that!? **It took so long for me to see, you walked away from me** How could I ever believe you wanted to try agian. Atleast I tried.